Rave.
So I've been sitting here trying to figure out what the hell I want to bitch about but I honestly can't think of anything. For once in my life everything seems to be going the way it should and I owe all of this to my wonderful boyfriend, Nate.
Now I know what you're thinking, oh look here comes some random mushy post about love and shit. And yes you're absolutely right. I love this man with every single piece of my being. He is the most caring person I've ever met in my life. If you need anything, no matter what time it is or where you are, he just drops what he's doing to help. I was sick as hell a couple months ago, having
a horrible day, and he just came over at 1:00 in the morning to rub my back until I fell asleep because he knew it would make me feel better.
Who does that? Nate does.
I've never been more comfortable around anyone in my life. I feel like I've known him forever. Well, technically I've known him for a good 8 years or so. We have such an easy relationship. It's practically effortless. We've not had the first fight or disagreement and honestly I don't see it happening. Not because I haven't tried because trust me, I'm a button pusher. All I get when I try is a "babe I don't know why you're trying to do this right now. You couldn't possibly ever do anything to make me mad."
I love how I can just be me and he loves me for who I am. I'm not always the easiest person to deal with; I know I can be a complete pain in the ass. And I know for a fact that I'm an obnoxious hooligan. He is always just so laid back. This is where we're complete opposites. I am loud, outspoken and all over the place. Nate is quite, observant and just goes with the flow. We pretty much even each other out. Even if I am a complete nerd as he likes to point out.
I'll be the first person to admit that I was a mess when we started hanging out. 2011 was not a good year for me. I don't know where I would be had he not been around. Nate is my rock and always will be. He's been there for me through the good and bad and it's such a great feeling to know that I can always count on him.
My heart just swells when I think of all the things that he has done for me and the person he is helping me become. He will never know how much I love him. I honestly can't even put it into words. Maybe one day he'll find this entry and read it. I hope he does. Maybe then he'll get a LITTLE insight into how
important he is to me and how completely I love him. :)
This is Nate and I at his sister's wedding. Such a great day. :-)
