I am a very trusting person. I am a very open person. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I say what I feel and think. Obviously you've figured this out by now. That's just how I am. With these qualities, you can imagine that I get myself trampled on all of the time. You would think that by now I would learn to stop giving trust and make people earn it. But no. I always see the good in people. It's my biggest flaw.
That all being said, nothing grinds my gears more than when bitch ass people can't shut their fucking mouths about shit they don't know anything about and then don't have the common decency to say it to my face. I fucking hate cowards. (And I was going to try to do this with the least amount of cuss words possible. I should get an A for effort). Not everyone was raised with kick ass parents like I was. I've always been encouraged to voice my opinion no matter wrong or right. And as you can tell, I always have a lack of filter about what I'm thinking.
I just think that people should own up to what they do and say what they think or feel. Stop being fucking pussies about everything. Granted, not everyone is as blunt as I am. I can come across as very judgemental and brutally honest. And that's fine with me. I will never change that about me. At least you won't ever worry about what I'm thinking.
I guess this is a good lesson to learn. It's just emotionally and mentally exhausting to feel this way all of the time. I guess I just put so much faith and trust in others because that's how I treat people and expect people to treat me. Guess it's just wishful thinking. I keep forgetting that people are shit.
Every. Single. Fucking. Time.
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